It's time to let me think. Should I let you have a rest or shouldn't I? I feel so guilty when I saw you tired because of me, stress because of me, forgetful it's also because me me. Should I let you rest at home after your work? Hmmm~ I think I should let you have a rest. I shouldn't let you get home that late, shouldn't always go out until that late with you, shouldn't want you to accompany me that late. Hmm~
Baby, you should have a rest baa
Just now after my dance class, baby fetch me home and I walk home by myself. Then I saw daddy standing near his car and looking at a uncle. Then I realize that he's drunk. When he stand, he can't stand still. When he walk he can't walk straight. Hmm. I helped daddy to carry his things. But then, he keep looking at that uncle and keep asking me what happen? Yo! I don't know what happen to that uncle wad ==... Then my dad keep saying non sense with that uncle and keep saying "Tonight everything I will pay for it"
Then I went home with daddy. He keep talking non sense to me again. ==
He said "I nothing a. I also never drunk. You know a. Daddy working is like that. You are my daughter. You are my daughter. You know la. I tell you a. You know a. You are my daughter." I really get fed up of it! DARN!
Why you need to drink until that drunk! You still need to drive home from a distance! And those BS is forcing you to drink. They don't even damn care about you! They are bullshit!
Why everyone thinks that proceed to further studies is a good thing and why some of them don't think the same way?
Think about it.
Some of them thinks that proceed to further studies can have a good future, more income, doesn't need to suffer from the beginning till the end.
While the people who don't thinks the same way says that at least you have a Diploma cert is already enough. Proceed to further study is a waste of time, waste money, and scare they don't have the chance to find a better future.
Think about it. If you really do can study well or think of going for a higher level of studies and think to have a better income and living for a better future, you can proceed to your further studies such as Advance Diploma or Degree or Master or PHD. Although the cost is not cheap, whoever who is born in Malaysia, they get to borrow PTPTN (Perbadanan Tabung PendidikanTinggi Nasional) to proceed their further studies. Without any payment while you are studying and with payment after you graduated. Ooo ya, reminder here. Whoever taking PTPTN loan, in every semester you need to have a more the 3.0 CGPA or else the government wouldn't borrow any cent to you.
For the people who just finish their Diploma studies and not doing any further studies, it's still not a bad thing for you too. You get to find jobs and start working from the bottom with basic income, EPF, commission, over time pay, gain experience and others. Guess what, you are entering the working community and start saving money for your future. You get to buy your favourite things and get to pay the dinner for your family and your love ones. But in this case, how long do you think you can survive? Start from bottom and work for the 10 years to proceed to the top? With 1000+ and slowly add up to 2000+ or 3000+? What if for the guys who have just found their love ones? What if they offer for the famous restaurant with nice foods and luxury goods, do you think it's enough for both of them?
I'm not here saying that without further study is a really bad thing for your future and with further study is a good thing for your future. But I'm here to explain it properly and clearly. Think about it. Think properly. Think clearly for your future. If you think you can, which means you can. If you think you can't, you really do need to think PROPERLY! Double check and think of it, talk and explain with your parents. I'll bet your love ones will support you no matter what.
I feel so lonely at here. . . . . . Everyone is going out but without me. =(
Exam time, G6 without me.
Exam is still far away, Skybar still without me. . . . .
What on earth is this!
I don't want to be left out nehhhh~~~
Anyone can help muaaa?? I need entertainment but non :(
FML~
I am so disappointed on you. You make me feel so sick of it.
You make me don't feel like study anymore! You always make my mood goes really bad. YOU!
You are the one who make me goes like this.
Business Maths... I can't complete you. Don't put so much confidence on me. Help me my friend!
Without a Kero Kero~ sound, the moment is soo silent. Frankly speaking, I am LONELY leh~ staying at home and facing at the laptop.
Just got back from Pavilion with Li Wen. She called me to accompany her for shopping. She's seeking for formal wear, but don't know where to find it. So, I bring her to Lot 10 and Pavilion.
We went to Forever 21, Cotton on, Zara, Topshop to browse around. Lastly she brought 2 suit, and 1 skirt.
Actually I never think of buying anything. But, I saw a skirt and a short. It really attract me! I took the skirt and the short to try it on. OMG!! The cutting is sooo nice! It fits my butt too!
I think and think again. Do I really want to buy them? But at last. I really do bought them back home. There are mine now!
Baby know I shop again. He nag me. But then I seldom shop de ma. I see some clothes worth it to buy then I only buy gah. Baby, don't misunderstand ya. Lol~ I do like to shop but not a shopaholic, is window shopping. =)
Damn You STUPID WORKERS!! FUCK YOU TILL DEATH!
What an ASSHOLE you are! Simply took mine belonging things! FUCK YOU!
I am going to CURSE you till GG.com!
You are an ASSHOLE! ASSHOLE! You are going to live a really really bad day! You gonna end your life soon!! I am not kidding here! Oh yeah~ SO SOON!!
Need HELP here!!
Any suggestion what phone I should buy? Any cheap and affordable handphone, with high MP, bluetooth, MP3, with or without WIFI, with external memory slot??
Yesterday gave Bubba Gump's workers took my phone! Darn~
Mummy's Birthday, handphone. Shit! Bankrupt soon! FML!
Oh GOD! Why such things happened at this time?
Today when I was crossing the road, I checked the traffic light and the light is showing red in colour. So, I cross the road. I don't even know where is this fucker came from, and drove his fucking motor in front of me. I almost get hit by that motorcycle!! Luckily at that moment, I never walk that fast or else I am sleeping at the Hospital and waiting for my baby and my family to visit me! FML~
Just started my class no longer. Need to be more focus on my study again. The 1st week of May I going to have my exam again! Hopefully I can score in this 3 subject.
I still remember if I manage to get my CGPA at 3.5 my baby will get me a high dunk nike! Don't miss this chance CRYSTAL! I must get my CGPA at 3.5! I must! 
Buahaha~ baby. I will do mu best geh! Don't forget the promise ya~ yeah!
Exam has ended and now Camp is ahead at Dusun Eco, Bentong, Pahang with my college friends. I kinda lazy to join this camp but my friends called me to join them along sooo, lastly I've choosen to join them along. I woke up quite early on the 9th March. If I'm not mistaken is 6.30 am.. ^^"
Have my cereal, then bath then pack my things then took LRT to my college.
10 am the bus had arrive so we get into the bus and chit chat with my friends.
We arrive at Dusun Eco at 11.30 pm if I'm not mistaken. The bus drop us at outside of Dusun Eco cause the bus can't drive in due to the road is small. So, we need to wait for the 'LORRY' to fetch in. I feel that all of us was like 'MAI ZHU ZAI', which means we are going to other country to do some SPECIAL business like that. LOL~~ I just realise there's 2 different lorry's. There is one lorry is cover with roof and one lorry is open aired. For me, of course I'll choose the lorry with roof cause the weather is so HOT. But I don't know why some of the people still choose the lorry with open aired and took the umbrella out. The picture is shown at below... 
See~ 2 of them took the umbrella out. Kinda funny leh~
Now, it's our turn to get up to Dusun Eco. We saw the lorry with roof drove to our place, we quickly pack our things and ran to that lorry due to the HOT weather. LOL~
It can fit 12 passengers in only. There's 12 safety strings for 12 passengers. We need to get up to the hill, the road is full of rocks and unbalance road and some of us can't manage to stand properly too. On the way to Dusun Eco, we shouted like a 'SAKAI' like that. 
Reached Dusun Eco canteen. We are so starving! We waited for the other members to have our lunch together. 
The foods quite ok la, still can fill our hungry stomach. 
After the charge up, rock climbing, and flying fox, we took our bath. All of us showered together in the toilet, shouted for help quite loud, and running around in the toilet. Do you know why? The water is so DAMN COLD! It's much different from our house cold water. Usually we turn off our water heater but we still manage to shower using cold water. But this time, the water is FUCKING COLD! It's COLD AS ICE! When the water first touch your body and the second time, you don't ever dare to touch the water again. Imagine that, how cold the water is! 
After the FUCKING COLD bath, we proceed to the canteen to have our dinner. 
This is the Dusun Eco swimming pool. We wanted to swim at there so BADLY! But, they don't allow cause they haven't clean the swimming pool yet. Hur hur~
Wanted to play paint ball with a bunch of your friends but you don't know where to go. Dusun Eco is also the place that you can play paint ball too.
The last day, we took our this lastly lunch at Dusun Eco canteen. We have lots of fun at here. 
Last subject to go!! Malaysian Study!! Gosh~ Wish me luck. I wish I can pass this subject and it's enough for me =) I'm not that greedy geh~ After finish this subject, The War has ended! I am going to have a good rest then start my class on the 15 of March again. ONLY 1 week holiday is available for us. Guess at that week what should I do? Shopping? Sit at home? Sleep the whole day? Find baby? Need to use it properly!! LOL~
4 subject down! 2more subject to gooo~~
I feel that I am so jealousy. I am a easy jealous girl~ But you can't blame me. It come by it selves. Is not that i wanted to feel jealous every time~~ hmm~
16 hours to go and the war starts! Clear your mind, must have enough rest! Before going to college, what to bring:
- Jacket (in case the examination hall is freeking freezing)
- some important notes (in case you had forgotten some important points)
- enough pen, pencil and pencil lid (in case you are out of ink or pencil lid)
- handphone (is a gadget that everyone can't leave without it..right??)
- student ID (to check the venue)
- Exam sitting paper (to enter the examination hall)
- water (in case you can't vomit any points out, to keep your mind fresh, DRINK WATER!)
- fresh mind (to avoid sleepy face and tired mind)
- Watch (to aware of the time)
Do remember this few important things before going to college =)
Sign~ Exam is heading towards to me! Busying with revision again. I kinda scare Microeconomics and Malaysian study subject. I don't really understand what my lecturer teaching for Microeconomics subject. Usually I don't really like Malaysian study cause I need to memorise all the year, name and others. Darn~~ This time I need to pass this 2 subject arrr~ Help me arrr~~Yes! I'm addicted to dance! When any song plays on the radio or elsewhere, music makes me move! I want to be a famous dancer like Nika Kljun, Hyo yeon, Hyun Joon, Alex Bullon and others~~~ But I cant'geh laaa. Not a really good in dancing~~~ =(
Yes! I done redo-ing my assignment. Oh god please, let me pass my assignment and the micro test! Don't want to fail my exam!
Chinese New Year coming soon and yeah, exam is coming also! Deng~ I still need to study in the Chinese New Year. WTF! You know usually Chinese New Year, people go to other people's house, and yeah don't forget the most important thing Ang Pau but I still need to bring my book along to study. Damn it~
Yes! Finally! I dye my hair already! wuhoooo~~~ sorry.. no picture uploaded... so.. please stay tune... xD
Gosh! Assignment is done. But now, I need to do my revision for sake! After this coming Chinese New Year, I am sitting for the exam. Wish me luck everyone! Hope I can pass all my subject. Especially the Malaysia Study and Microeconomics. @@... Dont want to fail this two subject. Please please please!! Give me pass this subject... at least above 2.0 CGPA..... @@
Yush!! This coming Saturday me, fatty, and yanny are going to a Bazaar Sales at Bukit Jalil!! Wuhoo~ See what we gonna grab on this Saturday! I am coming for you!! Wait for mama!! Muahahaha~ Still thinking what I should wear on that day. Dress? Short? Skirt? Singlet? Bare back? Long jeans? Gosh~ Don't fell like wearing casual on that day. You know, usually I go to college I dress casually to college. Don't feel like wearing nice cloth to college. Lol~ Any idea for me? What should I wear??
Girls always have the same problem like what I had mention just now, "What should I wear today? How about tomorrow?" You know, girls always want to look GOOD in every moment! So guys, if your girls do make up in a very very very long time, be patient! Cause girls wanted to look GOOD when they going out with everyone especially with their man. So, be proud of yourself guys! You have such a HOT girlfriend beside you all the time! =D
Time flies. Sunday is over. I want back my Sunday. The time, the day. I miss that so much. Time is going fast. I wish I could stop the time and. . . . . . . control the time. Muahahahaha~ I want to make it stop then it will stop. I want to make it go then the time will start ticking again. What a good imagination. I mean me laaa~ Fuuu*
Like what usually people said, "IF" is just an "IF". If this "IF" word is exist in this world, there will be no beggar in this world.
2 January 2010, we went to Genting to have a chilled with my baby. Baby called his friend and I called fatty along too. But baby's friend and fatty will reach there later. So, we decided to go there first. Baby came to fetch me in the evening. Driving half way, they sky started to rain. Baby drove slowly due to we are not in a rush. 
Almost 1 hour, we reach Gotong Jaya. We ate an egg tart and luk luk as our dinner. But then, I still prefer Wangsa Maju luk luk. You know why, they don't have those meat inside the meatball. (forgot what the meatball called) Any how, the egg tart is still delicious =D 
Reach Genting, we parked our car at First World Hotel. Then, is picture time. Took lots of picture on that day. Due to the picture size problem, so I upload some of the pictures only. =).... wanna see more? Visit my FB profile and look for "cold night' photo album and then you will see all the picture that I took from that night =) 
Teach baby how to use DSLR camera. And the result~~~~ Not bad leh^^ Keep it on baby!! Take more picture of me ya~~ 
While waiting for baby's friend and fatty, we went to MCD to have a rest. Brought ice-cream for supper. First World MCD ice-cream is the best. They ice-cream contains full milky vanilla =D.... DELICIOUS! 
3 January 2010, thought of going to Shah Alam early in the morning with fatty, jimmy, kok hoe, and steven. Due to yesterday we went home almost early in the morning, so we decided to cancel it.
In the night, we took our dinner at Serdang with fatty and jimmy.
Guess what we have ate? Steamboat and grilled restaurant. Yes. I went to this place before with fatty and jimmy. This time, I feel like eating steamboat and grilled lamb. So, decided to bring baby along tooo~~ Baby ate a lot too. He is a great eater! @@ 
4 January 2010, baby came to my house and visit my mummy.On the way to my house, baby brought "guai lin gou" ... nonono is brought "xuit fa gou" (what my baby named it) to my family^^... haha~ silly baby~
7 January 2010, after my class baby came to fetch me to his house and have dinner with his parent. After dinner, baby insist me to take medicine. @@ After took flu and cough medicine hour ago, I started to feel sleepy. Baby called me take a nap.
Later then, I slept for one and a half hour. @@... Baby take care of me. Baby wake me up, bring a bottle of water for me, wash my eye with cold water to keep me awake cause at that time, I feel so tired. Feel like wanted to sleep the whole day and don't feel like moving anywhere. At that time, I feel like crying. Baby is the first one who take care of me when I sick. He touch my heart. Baby know I don't know how to thank a person and so I show my thank for him. I hug him tightly.
Pack my thing and get ready to go home, baby's mum ask me feel alright or not and she saw my face kinda red. I having fever or not. Then baby touched my forehead. Yes. I have a little fever. Baby took panadol and sore throat medicine for me again and called me to eat it. @@... Gosh~ I bet I took a lot of medicine at that day.
Few days later, I feel lot more better already^^ Thank you baby
9 January 2010, I went Mid Valley with baby. Saw lots of new movie on screen in the newspaper. We decided to watch movie but, when we reach GSC, we saw lots of people queuing for tickets. @@... Gosh~ So, we are not going to watch any movie today... huhu~
We walk the whole Mid Valley and at the end, baby brought 3 shirt and 1 board short for this coming CNY =) 
We took dinner at Mid Valley Canton-i restaurant. I ate "pei dan sau yuk" porridge cause at that time I am still a sick patient and baby ate wanton mee with "char siew" =D
Finish shopping, went to baby's house. You know what? It's time to try some new outfit^^ I took a picture when baby trying his new shirt =D
Oo ya~ I force baby to wear his old formal wear to let me see.. Hahahaha~ Look kinda~~~ don't want to mention at here la... later my baby cry. How bad am I??? Shhhhh~~~ xD
It's time to let me think. Should I let you have a rest or shouldn't I? I feel so guilty when I saw you tired because of me, stress because of me, forgetful it's also because me me. Should I let you rest at home after your work? Hmmm~ I think I should let you have a rest. I shouldn't let you get home that late, shouldn't always go out until that late with you, shouldn't want you to accompany me that late. Hmm~
