Never knew i Needed- Neyo

(ooh) for the way you changed my plans

for being the perfect distraction

for the way you took the idea that i have

of everything that i wanted to have

and made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)

for the ending of my first begin

(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)

and for the rare and unexpected friend

(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)

for the way you're something that i never choose

but at the same time something i don't wanna lose

and never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed

so when you were here i had no idea

you're the best thing i never knew i needed

so now it's so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily (ever after) (oh oh oh)

the way you smile and how you comfort me (with your laughter)

i must admit you were not a part of my book

but now if you open it up and take a look

you're the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed (oh)

so when you were here i had no idea

you're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)

so now it's so clear i need you here always

who knew that I could be here (who knew that i could be here oh oh)

so unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)

undeniablely happy (hey)

said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)

girl you're the..

you're the best thing i never knew i needed (said i needed oh oh)

so when you were here i had no idea

you're the best thing i never knew i needed (needed oh)

so now it's so clear i need you here always

baby baby

now it's so clear i need you here always

I feel the coldness is around me.. hmm

I just realise that I never update my blog for almost a WEEK! I feel my blog are so death. Never mind, here are some new post.
Actually this is the previous post picture. Due to my laziness of converting the picture to my laptop, so, I post it here. =)
Shimino just opened for almost a month.. correct me if I'm wrong. I went for an interview last Tuesday. After the interview, went back to Pavilion and I've order Blueberry Butter Cake Crepes.
I know you'll imagine those cream in the crepes and how bad the taste was. You are wrong. It taste great. The cream doesn't taste weird at all. I feel like buying 1 more crepes. But I'm too full for it.
I warn you. Don't be so greedy! 1 crepes is enough or else you can't digest with all those FATS! lol... Kidding~


Lately, I started swimming again with all my SISTAS!! We are like so addicted to swimming. Sometimes we can swim for like twice a week! Imagine that how much we love SWIMMING!
I miss taking picture with all of my sistass~ We seldom camwhore already... you know that sistas?? You know that?!
From now on, I need to have a good rest! Don't feel like hanging out that late like AM to PM then PM to AM again. I can feel my skin getting drier, acne popping out again, dark circle looking obvious again.
I must drink more water! Eat more healthy food! Exercise more! I must start follow the rules again!

HIRED!

Yeepiee! Just now morning drove to Pavilion and went for an interview at Wisma Genting.

Guess what, I've got the job. =) I will be working for 3 days since I'm so death broke!

After interview, when for lunch with mummy. Due to the picture is not in my laptop yet, so, I'll upload it soon. =)

Later I'm going for swimming with my friend. Gtg now... Ciao~~ =)

Time is money!

I'm BROKE!

Finding for jobs, rushing for assignment, finding entertainment, hoping to go for a holiday, must do more exercise, targeting for 45 kg....

Help me! 24 hours is not enough for me! Can I extend it to 48 hours?

I got lot's of thing to do. I really hope I can finish my assignment ASAP so, I'll have extra time rest or maybe have some entertainment!

Yush! I gotta finish it fast!

Tomorrow I'm going for an interview at Wisma Genting. Wish me luck.

I really want a job badly! So, I can spend my family, baby for a meal....... hohoho~
I smell money!! Ka-Ching, Ka-Ching $$

In Pain

YES! I've got my result! The number 3 really do stated on my paper! Now this time I'll try to score higher!

I was so happy at that time and I called my mum and text to baby.

Baby congratz me and you know what I did? I want reward! LOL~ Baby said will buy something small for me! Teeheee~

When it comes to my mum................. I feel so pain!

After listening what mummy replied, I feel so sad, emo, disappointed, moody. Hmmmmm.... Why? Why you give me such an answer. I've tried so hard but you tend to fail me. You poke an arrow through my heart! You say lots of unlistenable words. I felt so insecure. I don't feel like studying anymore. I don't feel anyone support me.

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Stunning

I remember last month there's something special happen to me. Feeling bored at here, wondering why not I post that issue on my blog?!

Here it goes, last month I was sleeping in my room. I had this weird dreams. I don't know what is this all about, but I remember there's a guy following me. *sounds scary right?*

At that moment, I was awake and suddenly I feel something is touching me. It sweep my comforter from my body till my leg for 2 times with slow mode!! I'm not dreaming. I really can feel something is touching me.

After touching me, it started to grab my neck!! pfffttt! I can't move at all! I try to move my hand or my body but I can't. I feel so scare at that time. I was like, god please save me.., FU CB and I pray. Few second later, I can feel my muscle is moving and I turn back and look around. There's no one in my room.

This is horrible! The time is showing 8am in the morning! I was so freak out!

Fucking self esteem!

Please think of yourself before judging someone. You always think that you are right. You don't even care about my feelings! You always think my opinion is wrong!

I'm not a kid anymore! I grown up already! I'll know what to do and what not to do! I'll know what's wrong and what's right!

Hmmmmmm...................

Recently, I realize lots of humanity likes to compare something with the others such as results, studies, wealth and many more! Why?! Using someone to compare with the other can shown that you are the smartest?! Is that fair enough to the other? Think before you do! You think that is a brilliant idea to increase your self esteem?! If you are the one, I'm sorry but I really need to tell you this... YOU ARE DAMN FUCKING STUPID! *split, show middle finger*

In this world, there are no clever nor stupid human!! God made all of us the same. There's no different between everyone! The most important thing is to see are they responsible for it, hard working for it or not! If you are the one, then you'll achieve, if you are not the one, which mean you are a failure! Isn't it simple? It's simple as ABC and 123!

Why all of you need to make it so complicated and making someone to feel so fucking bad for themself! You are too fucking stubborn and can't fucking wait to announce the news to the whole world!

S-C-A-R-Y!

My 2nd sem's result is released! Darn! I'm dying to see the number 3 is printed in my list! I'm desperate you know! ha-ha-ha-ha~

Tuesday is waiting for me! I'll collect my result on the next Tuesday! You know how does it feel like right now? I'm dying, desperate, crazy-ing, scaring to know my result damn badly! I'm I crazy?! LOL~

Ohh~ BABY PLUTO!!! Forgetting something??! Muaha-ha-ha-ha-ha! (I know this is soo random!)

Happy Patient

I just came back from hospital and lunch with my friend. Guess what?? I don't need to die anymore! Lol... *touch wood, touch wood*

The doctor said, it's not serious but is better to have a check to double confirm la. The doctor called me to check it once a while to see is there any other changes. If there's changes, I need to do sound... forgot sound what already. It's a scanning thing la.

For good sake, I cannot be lazy anymore. I must check it once a while or else I gonna...... choi, choi, touch wood, touch wood! It won't happen de.
Guess what? I don't need to take any pills. I'm a happy patient now!

But, I still suffering with my mouth. I feel so damn ugly! Hurr~

Lancôme, Trésor In Love

Lancôme just launch a new fragrance at KL now!! It's Trésor In Love. It's characterized as a free interpretative exercise on the original Trésor launched in 1990 and created by Sophia Grojsman.

This independent-minded flanker is said to be fruitier, crunchier and more luminescent. The scent features notes of nectarine, wood, cedar wood, a rose with a luminous jasmine character, bergamot, tart pear, peach, violet and Turkish rose.
This is what I work for today. =)

Giving away Lancôme perfume ribbon rose and a card.

It stated when you purchase 1 bottle of 75ml Trésor In Love on the date given, then show the ribbon to the sales girl and you will get another FOC 50ml Trésor lotion.

How good was that? If I'm not mistaken, 50ml of Trésor lotion will cost you RM100+? Just guessing...

Just now worked for 7hours. Almost 1 hour we give out all the Lancôme perfume ribbon rose at Jalan Raja Chulan. Then we head to another place which is Mid Valley. We sat in the car for 1 hour and at last, we reach Mid Valley. Went to Jusco's Lancôme counter. We go up's and down's to collect the Jusco pass ==. After that, went for lunch. All of us are like freaking hungry! Finish our lunch, head back to Jusco's Lancôme counter and start roving again. Half and hour later, we finish our work again. Fast right?! Lastly, it's time to go home! We pack all our things, then head to the nearest lrt. This time, we sat inside the car almost 2 hour! Imagine how bad the traffic was!

Now, I'm freaking tired. Just finish chatting, dreaming, and planning something with Mr.Pluto! Heading to bed soon =)

Adios~

Together

F to the A to the M to the I to the L to the Y.

Something pop's up in my mind past few days. So I feel kinda free now, decide to re-born my blog again. *giggle*

Yes. I'm gonna write about Family today.

Why this topic will pop's up in my mind?

I'll give you a hint. It start from last Saturday. Haha. Guess you don't know what happen cause I forgot to update my blog back then.

Never mind. Here it goes.

What is family? Where's family come from? Are family mean a lot to you?

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Family is a group member with a basic social unit consisting of parents and their children, whether dwelling together or not. First, it starts from a boy and a girl. The both boy and girl started hook up, then to marriage. The beloved wive get pregnant for few months, then to children. This is how family come from. It takes steps and times. For me, family mean a lot to me cause that's how I came from and now I'm here. If I don't have any family, I wonder what am I doing now. Am I a human? or an animal? Who knows?

So, what do you think?

Last Sunday morning went jogging with Mr.Pluto (a.k.a my baby) and his mum at Permaisuri. We jog together. I feel kinda tired cause I never jog for a long time already. We jog 2 big round for an hour. His mum told me that when Mr.Pluto was a child, his family use to go jogging together on the weekend. After hearing that, I feel kinda sad and jealous. My parent never go jogging with me before. And every time saw Mr.Pluto have lot's of conversation with his family but for me... nahh~~ don't want to say about it. Sometime I saw other's people family have a really good relation with their family, I feel so jealous. They are like BBF! Maybe my family type is kinda...... QUIET?

Appreciate what you have right now. Or else you will regret.

I ♥ my family! *smooch*