Exam exam exam

The time is getting faster and faster. I gonna open my book and start study again. Exam is coming soon. Hope I can score for my this 3 subject. I don't hope to get a BAD result like my previous exam! Darn! That Business Communication. I still not satisfied about the mark. Hmp! I am so so so upset with it.
Crystal! You can do it! Study hard yoo~~

Unsatisfied!

I feel so unhappy now. WTF!
It's all about you this idiot Business Communication!
I have sooo much confident on you but you tend to FAIL me!!!
I HATE YOU! You BROKEN MY HEART!
I don't even know why the marker just gimme a D grade! WHY?!
WHAT I'VE DONE! I did all of the questions and assignment. Cannot be I just got 40-45 marks!
I got 26 or 27 marks that for my assignment. Cannot be my exam just got 16 marks!! It's impossible I will get this bad OKEY!
What about the MEMO, and COMPLAIN LETTER! At least I can score for this 2 question!
HELLO!! Are you awake! Darn~ You ruin my LIFE! You FML

Exhausted

What a bored day. Staying at home alone. Wanted to go out but can't. I feel so stress.... I can't even hang out with my friends. Always called me to study all the time! I am really getting bored of it! Just want to hang out with my friends but always complains a lot of things! Always said I got not enough time to study and going out with my baby now still want to hang out with my friends! WTF! I really fed up with you!

Should I or Should Not?

It's time to let me think. Should I let you have a rest or shouldn't I? I feel so guilty when I saw you tired because of me, stress because of me, forgetful it's also because me me. Should I let you rest at home after your work? Hmmm~ I think I should let you have a rest. I shouldn't let you get home that late, shouldn't always go out until that late with you, shouldn't want you to accompany me that late. Hmm~
Baby, you should have a rest baa


Just now after my dance class, baby fetch me home and I walk home by myself. Then I saw daddy standing near his car and looking at a uncle. Then I realize that he's drunk. When he stand, he can't stand still. When he walk he can't walk straight. Hmm. I helped daddy to carry his things. But then, he keep looking at that uncle and keep asking me what happen? Yo! I don't know what happen to that uncle wad ==... Then my dad keep saying non sense with that uncle and keep saying "Tonight everything I will pay for it"
Then I went home with daddy. He keep talking non sense to me again. ==
He said "I nothing a. I also never drunk. You know a. Daddy working is like that. You are my daughter. You are my daughter. You know la. I tell you a. You know a. You are my daughter." I really get fed up of it! DARN!
Why you need to drink until that drunk! You still need to drive home from a distance! And those BS is forcing you to drink. They don't even damn care about you! They are bullshit!

Will you or will you not?

Why everyone thinks that proceed to further studies is a good thing and why some of them don't think the same way?
Think about it.
Some of them thinks that proceed to further studies can have a good future, more income, doesn't need to suffer from the beginning till the end.
While the people who don't thinks the same way says that at least you have a Diploma cert is already enough. Proceed to further study is a waste of time, waste money, and scare they don't have the chance to find a better future.

Think about it. If you really do can study well or think of going for a higher level of studies and think to have a better income and living for a better future, you can proceed to your further studies such as Advance Diploma or Degree or Master or PHD. Although the cost is not cheap, whoever who is born in Malaysia, they get to borrow PTPTN (Perbadanan Tabung PendidikanTinggi Nasional) to proceed their further studies. Without any payment while you are studying and with payment after you graduated. Ooo ya, reminder here. Whoever taking PTPTN loan, in every semester you need to have a more the 3.0 CGPA or else the government wouldn't borrow any cent to you.

For the people who just finish their Diploma studies and not doing any further studies, it's still not a bad thing for you too. You get to find jobs and start working from the bottom with basic income, EPF, commission, over time pay, gain experience and others. Guess what, you are entering the working community and start saving money for your future. You get to buy your favourite things and get to pay the dinner for your family and your love ones. But in this case, how long do you think you can survive? Start from bottom and work for the 10 years to proceed to the top? With 1000+ and slowly add up to 2000+ or 3000+? What if for the guys who have just found their love ones? What if they offer for the famous restaurant with nice foods and luxury goods, do you think it's enough for both of them?

I'm not here saying that without further study is a really bad thing for your future and with further study is a good thing for your future. But I'm here to explain it properly and clearly. Think about it. Think properly. Think clearly for your future. If you think you can, which means you can. If you think you can't, you really do need to think PROPERLY! Double check and think of it, talk and explain with your parents. I'll bet your love ones will support you no matter what.

Silent. . .

I feel so lonely at here. . . . . . Everyone is going out but without me. =(
Exam time, G6 without me.
Exam is still far away, Skybar still without me. . . . .
What on earth is this!
I don't want to be left out nehhhh~~~
Anyone can help muaaa?? I need entertainment but non :(
FML~

Disappointed ~

I am so disappointed on you. You make me feel so sick of it.
You make me don't feel like study anymore! You always make my mood goes really bad. YOU!
You are the one who make me goes like this.
Business Maths... I can't complete you. Don't put so much confidence on me. Help me my friend!

No longer DEATH!

Without a Kero Kero~ sound, the moment is soo silent. Frankly speaking, I am LONELY leh~ staying at home and facing at the laptop.
Just got back from Pavilion with Li Wen. She called me to accompany her for shopping. She's seeking for formal wear, but don't know where to find it. So, I bring her to Lot 10 and Pavilion.
We went to Forever 21, Cotton on, Zara, Topshop to browse around. Lastly she brought 2 suit, and 1 skirt.
Actually I never think of buying anything. But, I saw a skirt and a short. It really attract me! I took the skirt and the short to try it on. OMG!! The cutting is sooo nice! It fits my butt too!
I think and think again. Do I really want to buy them? But at last. I really do bought them back home. There are mine now!
Baby know I shop again. He nag me. But then I seldom shop de ma. I see some clothes worth it to buy then I only buy gah. Baby, don't misunderstand ya. Lol~ I do like to shop but not a shopaholic, is window shopping. =)