Should I or Should Not?

It's time to let me think. Should I let you have a rest or shouldn't I? I feel so guilty when I saw you tired because of me, stress because of me, forgetful it's also because me me. Should I let you rest at home after your work? Hmmm~ I think I should let you have a rest. I shouldn't let you get home that late, shouldn't always go out until that late with you, shouldn't want you to accompany me that late. Hmm~
Baby, you should have a rest baa


Just now after my dance class, baby fetch me home and I walk home by myself. Then I saw daddy standing near his car and looking at a uncle. Then I realize that he's drunk. When he stand, he can't stand still. When he walk he can't walk straight. Hmm. I helped daddy to carry his things. But then, he keep looking at that uncle and keep asking me what happen? Yo! I don't know what happen to that uncle wad ==... Then my dad keep saying non sense with that uncle and keep saying "Tonight everything I will pay for it"
Then I went home with daddy. He keep talking non sense to me again. ==
He said "I nothing a. I also never drunk. You know a. Daddy working is like that. You are my daughter. You are my daughter. You know la. I tell you a. You know a. You are my daughter." I really get fed up of it! DARN!
Why you need to drink until that drunk! You still need to drive home from a distance! And those BS is forcing you to drink. They don't even damn care about you! They are bullshit!