come back my mama~~

i so so so miss my mummy!!! mummy!! faster come back!!

HOLLY SHIT!!

WTF!! exam exam exam again...aiks... i really very anxious larrrr..... always also exam exam... i fed up of exam!! (SPM- still got 20 more days to go...) spm really make me goes crazy!! arghh!!

bored life

arr...my life was so bored...SPM getting nearer larrr.. arrr!!! need to study study study!!! stress larrrr... can someone help me out??? arrrgghh!!

CONVO

Buyaaa! haha... our graduation day!!! very stupid la...
all of us need to wear like tat...but... there's one thing i just realise... all of us look like a stewardess who works in the airport!! muahahahaha...
if i really got the chance...i might go and interview...but now...
i don't think so... yeee~
all of us need to wear high heels...IS A MUST!!! make's my leg so pain...sobx T^T....
after the graduation..
i need to go n practice dance with my classmates..because we are going to perform a dance....
arr!! i was so so so so TIRED!!! my back muscle was so pain right now... aiks

what a damn!!

arr!! my stupid principle!!! call us to go for a graduation thingy!!! call us to pay for RM60!!!!
wad the hell!! all of us must go!! IS A MUST!!! what the hell!! how can like that!!! we want to go then we only pay!!! but...the principle say WE MUST GO!! ok ..never mind!! it's ok...
BUT....
that teacher still want us to wear a VERY LONG SKIRT and with a blouse something like that or wear baju kurung!!! the skirt must be minimum at the ankle!!! hey...why don't you all try to wear a damn long skirt then match with a blouse?? and says "hey~ i love this fashion so much!! i will wear it everyday!!" and let everyone laugh at you... it really look SUCKS!!! they still want us to tie our hair!!! what was that!!?? hey!! you still want us to go...and you still want us to pay.. and now you still want us to do this kind of thing!!! Hello!!! this is our big day!! you still want us to follow those rules!!! we go there is just to have some fun...BUT now it doesn't mean anything!! IT'S MEANINGLESS!! others still can wear skirt, no need to tie their hair...but WE!!?? aiks... i got no words to say about it!!!
*&%$#

fainting again!!

how can this happen to me again de!! yerrr~ when i wake up early in the morning...i was very blur.. then... 99% almost black out... 89% wanted to vomit...99.9% shivering!! argghh!! why this thing happen to me again de!!??
last time i tried this thing before.. so stress....
now my whole body very very very tired.. got to go now.. i 'm very tired now
bye >.<

reopen school!!!

Everyone...SCHOOL REOPEN!!!... SPM is getting nearer and nearer!! damn it!! this holiday i didn't study any subject at all!! when i think about study..i can feel that i'm drowning into a very very very deep sea!!...aiks...need to prepare for my SPM!!! there's no where i can go...i must face this SPM thingy then i'm FREE!!! YES!!! I AM!! i'm gonna work hard for this 1 and a half month!! yawn*** ok... gotta to go now.. wanna have a good rest..giggle** ~chao* good night... sweet dreams everyone~

girls day!!!

muahahaha...dad went s'pore...just left me n my mummy....keke...
we went shopping...
saw a levis watch!! so nice!! yee....but expensive.. no $$...(damn it)....yesterday walk and walk and walk...
see some SLR camera!! arggh!! so nice!! i really wanna buy 1 SLR!! keeping $$ now...call my dad to sponsor me...muahahaha.... i really wanna be a photographer ....they look Sooo cool...holding those camera and take those cool picture!! weee~ need to learn more bout photographer!! muahahaha... now.. not that i really love to take my own picture..i really do love to help everyone take picture!! wahahaha...

freezing friday

actually today my babes thought of going to pavilion de...... argghh!! they ffk..sobx... T^T
no choice..need to go dancing... when we reach to lrt....argghh....our teacher very tired..yee... went to de studio also don't know do what.... i keep taking picture at there...my friend keep playing psp....
yeee~...
after dancing...
me and my friend went to kfc take our lunch.. hua...i brought 1 snack plate...and 1 cheezy wedges....
hua...make me so damn full!!! my stomach was like gonna burst!! omg!! i think i fat liao 2KG!!! damn it...
i need to anti-cheezy wedges!!! arrr!! no more cheezy wedges!! i the nite... when to hulu langat yam cha...
hua...
so damn cold!!
and i shouldn't sit that place!! de wind keep blowing towards me!!! i was like HELP ME!!! I WANT A JACKET!!! arggh!!
gonna go out liao.. haha... got to leave here le...bye

thursday thursday...

aiya...today wake up liao... quarrel with my mummy la... she keep asking me the same question andddd.. she keep saying out the same answer i had answered her.... aiks.....
finish my shower....go wear cloth.... put some mascara...keke....
finish doing those thing.. went to find my baby^^ (laptop)..... online... keke...then chat chat chat with ben dan..for half and hour.... my mummy say go pavillion...yeppi^^
then i text to my fatty... and ben dan...
she is coming back!! miss her so badly!!! muahahaha... really wanna hug her!!!
after my dinner... saw chuckei with her family...haha.... she was so pretty^^...like her so much!!! (aahemm*...i like her doesn't mean that i'm lesbian.... i'm not lesbian!!)

bored day!!

aiks...today my dad lie me!!! he say he goin to see shop!! but....he bring me to KUALA SELANGOR with all HIS FRIENDS!!!!
argghh!!
make me so damn bored larrr!! nothing to do at there...just sit....listening to music....eat some seafood....my life was so bored!! yee~~~
after a few hour...nono..not a few hour....is 4 to 5 hours!!!! damn it!!
after 4 to 5 hour.... we went to 1Utama...
muahaha..at last i can shop....but i got no money to shop!! damn!...

what a lie...

haha..i still remember last month i wrote about that my tummy bumb out...look so ugly....and i gonna on diet....drink more water, anti-chocolate, dun eat junk foods...
wahahahaha..
what a lie la...
hahaha
but....
i really do anti-chocolate for almost 1 month ... just that...i still continue eat those fried thingss and junk foods!!!.. i ate a lot!!! french fried, cream puff, double cheese burger!! OMG!!! i really really can't stand for junk foods!!!! junk food always attracts me larrrr... yeee~ can some one help me???!!!!
aiks...
i really want to diet...but...those junk foods keep attracts me la....now..i put on weight again!! aiks...
HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME!!

recover

i'm feeling a lot better now^^..

no more sad things!!

haha...

no more emo!!

haha....

but....

my sick still haven recover larr!!!

sobx sobx...

our dirty lil secret♥

today my babes came to my house...
we went dancing, swimming, and we know some "dirty lil secrets"!!!
Muahahahaha!!!
shhhh!!!
this is our secret!! we can't say it out!!!
cross our heart^^

really love to hang out with my babes^^
it was really fun!!

walk and walk and walk...

aiks....

today i very tired.....

hello~~

i'm a sick people..

so tired still want me to go out...

aiks...

my mama brought a scarf...

sienz nia....

nothing to do....

aiks...

sienz

life was so bored...

holiday sick....

In the morning...

my babes told me that she was very sad....

because of her thing la...(i can't say it out..it's our secret!!)

hmm....

i really hope that she will feel better ler....

don't so sad....

don't think about "that" thing again...

now you are going to Singapore...

remember buy souvenir wor...

haha...

hmm...

early in the morning..

my stupid up stairs neighbour... drives me CRAZY!!!

early in the morning...make those noisy thing!!

argghh!!!

it wakes me up!!

after waking up...

i keep sneezing orh!!

die lo....

i'm getting sick!!

"HOLIDAY SICK"......

"holiday"....(i think...um...u know....)

*wtf!!*

hate that!!

aiks....>.<

give up~

today i wake up early in the morning....

i was so tired *_*

argghh!!

cause going to listen de "UNDANG"!!

5HOURS!!

arrgghh!!

so LONGG!!

after the "undang"...

i make up my decision already...

i really should give up....

i think it for a very long time...

at last...

i think i had my right decision.....

i will give up~~

dear clock...

dear clock....

why the time goes slower slower and slower???

i really very bored!!

i was like sitting in the big empty room....

no one want me, no one wanna care bout me.....

i keep looking at the clock...

the time seem going very very very slow...

i can feel the loneliness is surround around me.....

..............>.<.............

come on........

i really can't stand it!!

LONELINESS WAS KILLING MY BACK!!!

ARRGG!!!

I REALLY WANNA DIE NOW!!

I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!!

I HATE THIS KIND OF FEELING!!!

I REALLY HATE THIS!!

HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE!!

aiks...

my hand hurts.... my leg hurts....

everywhere hurts!!

aiks....

what should i gonna do?

HERO

There's a hero if u look inside your heart,

you don't have to be afraid of what you are.

There's an answer if u reach into your soul

and the sorrow that you know will melt away.

And then a hero comes along,

with the strength to carry on,

and you cast your fears aside,

and you know you can't survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone,

look inside you and be strong,

and you'll finally see the truth,

that a hero lies in you.

It's a long road when you face the world alone

No one reaches out a hand for you to hold.

You can find love if you search within yourself

and the emptiness you felt will disappear.

And then a hero comes along,

with the strength to carry on,

and you cast your fear aside,

and you know u can't survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone,

look inside you and be strong,

and you'll finally see the truth,

that a hero lies in you

oh....Lord knows dream are hard to follow,

But don't let anyone tear them away.

Just hold on, there will be tomorrow,

in time you will find the way.