reopen school!!!

Everyone...SCHOOL REOPEN!!!... SPM is getting nearer and nearer!! damn it!! this holiday i didn't study any subject at all!! when i think about study..i can feel that i'm drowning into a very very very deep sea!!...aiks...need to prepare for my SPM!!! there's no where i can go...i must face this SPM thingy then i'm FREE!!! YES!!! I AM!! i'm gonna work hard for this 1 and a half month!! yawn*** ok... gotta to go now.. wanna have a good rest..giggle** ~chao* good night... sweet dreams everyone~

girls day!!!

muahahaha...dad went s'pore...just left me n my mummy....keke...
we went shopping...
saw a levis watch!! so nice!! yee....but expensive.. no $$...(damn it)....yesterday walk and walk and walk...
see some SLR camera!! arggh!! so nice!! i really wanna buy 1 SLR!! keeping $$ now...call my dad to sponsor me...muahahaha.... i really wanna be a photographer ....they look Sooo cool...holding those camera and take those cool picture!! weee~ need to learn more bout photographer!! muahahaha... now.. not that i really love to take my own picture..i really do love to help everyone take picture!! wahahaha...

freezing friday

actually today my babes thought of going to pavilion de...... argghh!! they ffk..sobx... T^T
no choice..need to go dancing... when we reach to lrt....argghh....our teacher very tired..yee... went to de studio also don't know do what.... i keep taking picture at there...my friend keep playing psp....
yeee~...
after dancing...
me and my friend went to kfc take our lunch.. hua...i brought 1 snack plate...and 1 cheezy wedges....
hua...make me so damn full!!! my stomach was like gonna burst!! omg!! i think i fat liao 2KG!!! damn it...
i need to anti-cheezy wedges!!! arrr!! no more cheezy wedges!! i the nite... when to hulu langat yam cha...
hua...
so damn cold!!
and i shouldn't sit that place!! de wind keep blowing towards me!!! i was like HELP ME!!! I WANT A JACKET!!! arggh!!
gonna go out liao.. haha... got to leave here le...bye

thursday thursday...

aiya...today wake up liao... quarrel with my mummy la... she keep asking me the same question andddd.. she keep saying out the same answer i had answered her.... aiks.....
finish my shower....go wear cloth.... put some mascara...keke....
finish doing those thing.. went to find my baby^^ (laptop)..... online... keke...then chat chat chat with ben dan..for half and hour.... my mummy say go pavillion...yeppi^^
then i text to my fatty... and ben dan...
she is coming back!! miss her so badly!!! muahahaha... really wanna hug her!!!
after my dinner... saw chuckei with her family...haha.... she was so pretty^^...like her so much!!! (aahemm*...i like her doesn't mean that i'm lesbian.... i'm not lesbian!!)

bored day!!

aiks...today my dad lie me!!! he say he goin to see shop!! but....he bring me to KUALA SELANGOR with all HIS FRIENDS!!!!
argghh!!
make me so damn bored larrr!! nothing to do at there...just sit....listening to music....eat some seafood....my life was so bored!! yee~~~
after a few hour...nono..not a few hour....is 4 to 5 hours!!!! damn it!!
after 4 to 5 hour.... we went to 1Utama...
muahaha..at last i can shop....but i got no money to shop!! damn!...

what a lie...

haha..i still remember last month i wrote about that my tummy bumb out...look so ugly....and i gonna on diet....drink more water, anti-chocolate, dun eat junk foods...
wahahahaha..
what a lie la...
hahaha
but....
i really do anti-chocolate for almost 1 month ... just that...i still continue eat those fried thingss and junk foods!!!.. i ate a lot!!! french fried, cream puff, double cheese burger!! OMG!!! i really really can't stand for junk foods!!!! junk food always attracts me larrrr... yeee~ can some one help me???!!!!
aiks...
i really want to diet...but...those junk foods keep attracts me la....now..i put on weight again!! aiks...
HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME!!

recover

i'm feeling a lot better now^^..

no more sad things!!

haha...

no more emo!!

haha....

but....

my sick still haven recover larr!!!

sobx sobx...

our dirty lil secret♥

today my babes came to my house...
we went dancing, swimming, and we know some "dirty lil secrets"!!!
Muahahahaha!!!
shhhh!!!
this is our secret!! we can't say it out!!!
cross our heart^^

really love to hang out with my babes^^
it was really fun!!

walk and walk and walk...

aiks....

today i very tired.....

hello~~

i'm a sick people..

so tired still want me to go out...

aiks...

my mama brought a scarf...

sienz nia....

nothing to do....

aiks...

sienz

life was so bored...

holiday sick....

In the morning...

my babes told me that she was very sad....

because of her thing la...(i can't say it out..it's our secret!!)

hmm....

i really hope that she will feel better ler....

don't so sad....

don't think about "that" thing again...

now you are going to Singapore...

remember buy souvenir wor...

haha...

hmm...

early in the morning..

my stupid up stairs neighbour... drives me CRAZY!!!

early in the morning...make those noisy thing!!

argghh!!!

it wakes me up!!

after waking up...

i keep sneezing orh!!

die lo....

i'm getting sick!!

"HOLIDAY SICK"......

"holiday"....(i think...um...u know....)

*wtf!!*

hate that!!

aiks....>.<

give up~

today i wake up early in the morning....

i was so tired *_*

argghh!!

cause going to listen de "UNDANG"!!

5HOURS!!

arrgghh!!

so LONGG!!

after the "undang"...

i make up my decision already...

i really should give up....

i think it for a very long time...

at last...

i think i had my right decision.....

i will give up~~

dear clock...

dear clock....

why the time goes slower slower and slower???

i really very bored!!

i was like sitting in the big empty room....

no one want me, no one wanna care bout me.....

i keep looking at the clock...

the time seem going very very very slow...

i can feel the loneliness is surround around me.....

..............>.<.............

come on........

i really can't stand it!!

LONELINESS WAS KILLING MY BACK!!!

ARRGG!!!

I REALLY WANNA DIE NOW!!

I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!!

I HATE THIS KIND OF FEELING!!!

I REALLY HATE THIS!!

HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE!!

aiks...

my hand hurts.... my leg hurts....

everywhere hurts!!

aiks....

what should i gonna do?

HERO

There's a hero if u look inside your heart,

you don't have to be afraid of what you are.

There's an answer if u reach into your soul

and the sorrow that you know will melt away.

And then a hero comes along,

with the strength to carry on,

and you cast your fears aside,

and you know you can't survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone,

look inside you and be strong,

and you'll finally see the truth,

that a hero lies in you.

It's a long road when you face the world alone

No one reaches out a hand for you to hold.

You can find love if you search within yourself

and the emptiness you felt will disappear.

And then a hero comes along,

with the strength to carry on,

and you cast your fear aside,

and you know u can't survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone,

look inside you and be strong,

and you'll finally see the truth,

that a hero lies in you

oh....Lord knows dream are hard to follow,

But don't let anyone tear them away.

Just hold on, there will be tomorrow,

in time you will find the way.

very very BAD LUCK!!

arrgghh!!
today i am really very very bad luck!!
arggh!!
yesterday heard my friend told me something..
i was very sad about it..
aiks...
then..
today....
after my dancing class....I FALL DOWN!!
arrr!!
so many people looking at me arr!!
really very bad luck!!
i hate that!! i hate that!!
i really hope he was at my side!!
i cried and cried and cried!!

curious....

Aiks...
i really very curious now..
i don't even know what i should do.....
wait???
know the truth??
come on....
please!! some one help me!!
i really very sick of this things...
the feeling was like keep attacking me....
all of my friends told me that...
don't give up so easily, must wait till the end and know the truth..
i really dying wanted to know the answer....

hureeyyy!!!!

yeah!!

finish exam already!!

i really waited this day for a long long time!!
at last!!

it is over!!

muahahahahahaha!!

gogogo!!

1 more subject to goo!!!

yesterday went to steven corner yam cha with my friend...

haha..

long time really never saw him already..

miss him so much!!

haha...

he was like soooo crazy!!

haha

exam exam exam

Arrr!! still got two more subject to go!! must gambate!! GOGOGO!! GOGOGO!!

i must work hard!!

my belly belly

arrr!! my tummy bump out liao..

yee~~~ look so ugly arrr...

must keep fit !! MUST!!

anti-chocolate for few week or few month..

drink more water... don't eat fried thing..

do more sit up.. wanna built some abs on it..look so cool!! wee~~

do more exercise!!

i must do that!! IS A MUST!!