Dream Theater: Scene Five: Through Her Eyes

She never really had a chance

On that fateful moonlight night

Sacrificed without a fight

A victim of her circumstances

Now that I`ve become aware

And I`ve exposed this tragedy

A sadness grows inside of me

It all seems so unfair

I`m learning all about my life

By looking through her eyes

Just beyond the churchyard gates

Where the grass is overgrown

I saw the writing on her stone

I felt like I would suffocate

In loving memory of our child

So innocent, eyes open wide

I felt so empty as I cried

Like part of me had died

I`m learning all about my life

By looking through her eyes

And as her image

Wandered through my head

I wept just like a baby

As I lay awake in bed

And I know what it`s like

To lose someone you love

And this felt just the same

She wasn`t given any choice

Desperation stole her voice

I`ve been given so much more in life

I`ve got a son, I`ve got a wife

I had to suffer one last time

To grieve for her and say goodbye

Relieve the anguish of my past

To find out who I was at last

The door has opened wide

I`m turning with the tide

Looking through her eyes

Cars Exams

weeeee~ I PASS MY DRIVING LIAO!!! hahahahahahaha... I am so damn happy now.. haha... at first i thought i was gonna fail my driving test..... but... now the result is.. PASS LIAO^^ hahaha...
Today, when I was going to the uphill..I was so tension... my heart beat beat till very fast!!When I reach the yellow line... I was so happy.. then continue for the balancing... I almost go backward..then I keep press to let the car go forward...hahaha.. at last the car really goes forward.. haha... thank you for saving me my lord!! hehe...then I continue for my "parking" and "3 point turn"...hehe...
after this.. I need to wait for the workers to call my number then I only can continue "on the road".... I waited for a while... then my number is been called... hehe...
that stupid lady.. when I 1st saw her.. she was quite ok geh.. then when I got into the car..finish checking my things... I start going... she keep scolding me... WTF!!! then when I driving that time.. she keep looked at the mirror..WTH!!! EXCUSE ME... if the mirror suddenly crack into pieces.. that time I really can't help u larrr... DARN!! if just now it was not driving test.. I think I really got a fight with her de larr...

must try~~

hey... this mini cheese cup cake is soooo delicious^^ but.. do you know this mini cheese cup cake cost me how much??? 6 piece cost me RM 15.75........ um.... it's quite expensive lar... but... it's worth it to try once^^ hehe.. there's lotza flavour to choose^^ hehe

got my new NDS almost about 1month like tat ler.. hehe... decorate my NDS till like tat... do it look nice??? i feel that the right side is quite empty lar... wanna put something on it... but I don't know wanna put what to cover it..... hmm... any idea??

i make my decision

I think I made up my decision to give up... hehe... I won't think anything again... This few days i keep thinking wanna take what course... make me headache.. aiks... what should i take??? Spm result coming out soon lerr.. aiks... which course should I take???

dududududu~

Later i going to learn driving again ler... 2pm... OMG!! Thw sun was like a sport light like that... So damn hot!! The uncle always call me to learn in the afternoon >.<.....Not fair at all!! All the malay people can learn in the morning.. but i can't... always called me learn in the afternoon... i don't wanna get dark larr!! Make me need to wear long sleeve the shirt.... sobx...

OWW!!

Ouch!!! Today i really have a hard time!!! Don't know what happen to my stomach!! I never eat any wrong things.. But.. my stomach very very pain!! OMG!!! Gotta go now.... bye~ T^T

yam cha~

Ooo yeah~ Yesterday night went yam cha with my friend..We chat a lot of things~ Today.. I stay at home again... facing my computer, nds, phone, tv again~~ so bored.. hey... i wanna watch 'House' this movie.... i saw the trailer... it was quite exciting.. haha... wanna watch that movie larrr..

Mad of it!!!

Arggh!!! I'm getting mad of it!! I can't upload the blog skin!!!! I really getting mad of it!! Can someone help me with it?? wu~~ If i still can't upload the blog skin.. i think i will choose to give up!!! Arggh!!
Okey.. I'm getting bored at here.. Everyday stay at home, doing nothing. What a bored day!! Everyday does the same thing again and again.. I wanna hang out!!


HELP!!!!!

Zzzzzz

Huuu~ Why the time goes so so so slow? Yawn* I was so bored.. No place to go.. All my babe's went to work already... I miss my babe's a lot!! I missed going out with them!!! Hmmm~ staying at home was sooo bored >.<

miss???

Am I missing someone? Or I just think to many things? This thing was like keep spining in my head... >.<

break away~

start a new life~~

stay at home

Okey. Tomorrow i will be staying at home. I won't go anywhere countdown. Just stay at home, cook maggie and watch TV...

cruel...

haihz..
i really don't know wad happen to my friend the bf..
he was like so suddenly tell her the BYE BYE word!!
i really got nothing to say about him!! i really don't know what happen to him!! if he really have some problem...
why don't you solve de problem with your gf first!!!
why you so suddenly say those out and hurt her??!!
*BOOM* "bye bye"......
what was that??!! you nv think before how she'll feel!! u say wanted to say bye bye then just say bye bye!!!
how cruel you are...

sorry..

i am sorry that i told you that...
i am really sorry...

stop in the half way

okey.. our SPM stops in the half ways~~~ December 1st only start back.. aiks...
why we need to wait till 1 week more to continue our exam??? why why why???
aiks..
still got 2 more subjects to go only...
why don't let us to finish our exam?? why why why??!!! all of us was like~~ wtf!!! need to wait till so long~~~ we don't even have the mood to study...
cause.. we was like had totally finish our SPM already.. planning to go here and there... but...
after we double check our schedule... we was like....'DAMN!!! we still got 2 more subject to go la.....'
aiks...
why we need to take so long time to finish our SPM??!!! tired of this larr!!

getting sick

argghh!!! i am getting sick of spm!!! still got 3 more subjects to gooo!!! arrr!!! i am really stress now.....just now memorize the moral value~ makes me headache.....sienz~~

SPM!!

i am really sick of it.. this few days my head very pain n very dizzy~~~ ar...i really very tired now..
gotta take a nap~~ good night~~ bubye^^

hate them!!

i really very hate my dad!!! very stupid!!! i ask him to hive me go Langkawi.. he always say call my mum bring me go bla bla bla!! very idiot!!i very hate him!!! give me go where also cannot!! some more my mum!!! she always say waste those money go Langkawi.. why don't safe the money go other place!!! wtf!! i really very hate them!!! i want to go where also cannot!! i very hate them!!! some more this is the last year of my school life!!! some more don't give me go!!! wtf!!!

what an idiot!!

arggh!! i realy very angry right now!! i give my fren FUCK because of the langkawi thing!!! wtf!!! he is sooo DUMB!!! who call him to book 40 places!!! then after my tuition, i went home... i give my mama scold again!!! WTF!! i was really not in the mood already~ then my mummy turn to scold me again!!! and says..

"WHY TUITION TILL SO LONG??!! WE ALL WAITING FOR YOU TO TAKE DINNER AR!!"

then i only saw my dad DRUNK AGAIN!!! because of my dad drunk so i get scold again!!!
why he always want to drink so many beer??!!
always waste those money on the beer and to entertain his STUPID FRIENDS!!! WTF!! call them go to hell larr!! why you need to entertain them!! who are they??!! do they really help you a lot??!!! they don't even act you as a friend!! they just want you to get drunk!!! wtf!!! call them go to hell!!! if they really want to drink so many beer.. call them to stay at home!!! don't go anywhere!! lock themselves inside the room!!! then drink as many beer as they like!!! drink until they when to hell or heaven also can!!! i don't even mind about it!!!! i really hate them for giving my dad to drink so many beer!!!! arggh!!! i really really hate them!!!

grandma

okey..... i might been too childish to think a lot of silly thing~~ i won't continue this things already... i might been too 'grandma' this days... i need t say sorry about that.. SoRRyy~~ hahaha.. i really feel that i really DO look like granny!! haha.. like to bla here n bla there~~ hahahahah... okey~~ need to change that.... *giggle* sorry for what i've done~~

very hungry right now~ i need to find something to fill in my stomach... bubyee..